So I could be the boy you couldn't be

Lately I have written some lyrics. I plan on writing songs as a side project and using them for that. Here's 2 songs so far.

My Light

What have I done?

Let go of the only thing that matters to me. My light.
Forgiveness seems years from now. I'd do anything for redemption.
This didn't have to happen, what have I done?
I'll pray to god every fucking night that you'll see I care.
I'll despise myself forever.

I need you. My light.

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Fucking Desperate

Who do you think you are?
You're worthless. Fucking desperate, and I've had it up to here with you and and your fake attitude.
I don't care if this makes you want to end your fucking life, you're dead to me and dead inside. And let's not talk about your insides, they've seen more than I care to imagine. You don't know, so don't think you fucking know.
You're fucking desperate. You're a fucking fake. Get it together.

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I know everyone says "No Regrets" but I'll always have one.


The sun can take too long
to end the endless night