Thursday, November 6, 2008

canyon lands

It really gets under my skin when people just happen to know everything, and by coincidence this same person is always 100% right. I try not to let people get to me, but "Lord beer me strength" to deal with this bitch. Hopefully I won't have to see her much anymore.

Sometimes I feel like I'm selling out (or not always "selling out", sometimes more of an artistic compromise) playing in the band I play, sometimes I don't. Sometimes I do and I embrace it. I still believe in the music I play obviously, or else I would not play it. I just think you have to be original in a different manner. In order to be original easily, you could just throw 3 random genres together and there you go, you have a new sound. But to try and be original but fit in with other bands and not stray too far from a certain genre is a whole new challenge. I feel like I'm rambling here. There is a large possibility this paragraph will be a miscommunication of what I'm thinking in my head to something totally nonsensical in words.

I am seeking forgiveness. I hope I can do something to redeem myself.


If you want it, I want to.

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