hole in the fence

im afraid to talk to some people, because i feel like they just dont want to talk to me. and i dont want to be that guy. i also feel like if i dont talk to anyone i'll just be forgotten about and no one will talk to me.


where do i go from here?

i feel as if everything is coming to a halt and i have nothing going for me...

..i lay awake wondering what im going to do next.